im really suffer right now...
im miss her everyday...
i dont now how long can i keep up with this...
every times when i was free, my mind will think of her...
my dear, my lover, my one and only her...
every times i ask myself to forget about her but i just cant do it!!!
she just a super ultra virus irrupted my brain, my mind, my nerve, my muscle and my skeleton...
how could it be???
the only reason why i will such suffer, miss her and cant forget her is i love her...
i dont know how deep i loved but one thing that can confirm is i love her more than herself and every human being does...
IM REALLY SURE ABOUT THIS...
i think im insane...
sometimes my mood good but sometimes bad...
every night i will dream about her... me and her together again=)
but when i woke up, every things is just a dream=（
im was sad and unhappy...
maybe this is what they call "what you think at the day, what you dream at the night"
one thing that i can be sure is i will become insane if i continue like this...
